Granted, I do miss rob. He was the light of my life for 3 years. I loved him so much that I couldn't honestly think of being with another man.. it just sucks that I had to go elsewhere to get my own form of vengence. Which is a dumb reason to cheat.. but at least I had one.

I'm currently sitting on the last $80 of my check and I can't decide what to do with it exactly. I wanted to get a bank account.. but they needed $100 from me. I'll have to do that next week. I can't wait for that check too.. it's going to be GORGEOUS!!!

Now I'm waiting for Tad to call.. he's having a rough night and I hope to god that I can help him out. He needs as much support as possible.. even if I'm still trying to recover from actually getting the nerve to break up with rob. I contemplate it everyday.. wondering if I really made the right decision. But then I remember.. that I can actually hang out with my friends and play wow and work in peace for once :) I think that I became annoyed with everything associated with rob and there's no love in that. It would have helped had I been able to talk to him.. but after the concert.. I felt that I couldn't trust him, or myself for the matter to tell the truth.. so what's the point?